Training *officially* begins today

Even though it's actually a rest day.  Heh.  But I get to start crossing off boxes!  And I'm starting to panic...wondering if I can really do this.  I made the mistake of looking ahead at my schedule where I get 45 miles per week including a 20 miler.  Who goes out on a Sunday and just runs 20 miles?  A fuckin' whacko, that's who.  I haven't done that kind of mileage since I was in college.  Ya know, back when I didn't have a full time job and 4 kids...uh...I mean, 3 kids and a husband.  And I still can't make myself say "3:59:59" out loud.  I feel like a little kid saying I'm gonna fly to the moon someday.  Is it possible?  Sure.  Probable?  Not so much.  I need to focus on each day not the entire schedule.  And in the immortal words of Dory....Just keep swimming...